I'm wide awake

有些事情，虽然抱着心理准备了，等着预料的结局，但发生时难免还会觉得心痛，心酸。但也许这个结局是最完美吧，伤心只不过是 the finality of it all. =)

Gravity hurts, till i woke up on the concrete.

I know I said I wanted to change my url, but, I am at a loss for any nice names. And anyway, changing the url won't make a difference, I think I might have exceeded my image hosting bandwidth in Picasa Web Albums (okay, maybe only 1MB space left), and I think the only way to rectify that is to purchase storage or change my account - both too lazy to do. Oh well, I guess my future posts shall either be picture-less or just less posts, hehe. 

I went to myBurger Lab last Saturday! And I loved the burgers there, very nice!! Although I'd recommend going with friends because the wait was like 1 hour, and time passes faster when you're with awesome company. Maybe because I am a mushroom and cheese lover, so I loved my burger with the cheese and enoki mushrooms. And their fries were quite special too, with the sauce. Oh oh and I saw Reuben Kang there! I mean, he's just part of Jinnyboytv videos, and maybe a bit popular (dunno how popular, I think only Hui Lynn and Carolyn recognized him too, the others (my friends only I mean) didn't, lol) but I didn't take any pictures lah. Maybe if Jin was there too, I might. (I checked Reuben's twitter and it seemed that Jin was there that night too! But I didn't see him =(  ) It's just kinda like a novelty seeing Youtube personalities in real life, especially since their videos only became like really popular the last 2 years I was in Glasgow. But I always watch their videos because they film it in places like 1U and Taylors College, which made me really homesick. And I think I spotted DanKhoo a few times in 1U too, always wearing a beanie. . . 

Pictures of the lovely company! (copied from FB)

Jinnyboy's latest video!! And the one I saw is Reuben, the P driver, lol. . . reminds me of myself =/

Sigh, I still very scared of driving, how how how. Nevertheless, I have to learn properly, because mom's gonna get me a new car when I start working, which I have to pay myself anyway, and I sure don't want to scratch a new car or anything. . .

Random dessert picture: Affogato!

Really craving for it again, it's vanilla ice-cream with espresso, yum yum. 

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

P.S: 幸亏你还没我想象的那么陌生，好朋友。。。:) 但是万事小心吧，不要令我担心。 

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谢谢你。

Yay, if only driving were this easy.

I drove again for the first time after 4 years the other day, then went home and had a nightmare about being in an accident. Lalala. Time to practice more. Then I can drive you okay Xin Wei? =D I think by that time won't be die in sleep already, lol, kidding. . . by the way, i feel the same about you too =) so don't worry. I'm the lucky one to have you for a friend because you're really one of a kind, one of those reallly super-duper rare friends I can trust 100%.

有些所谓的好朋友，后来才发现我真的不认识你，我错觉了。

P.S: i think this might be the last time i blog with this url. i just feel like changing it. if i do change, my fb will probably reflect the change. buh-bye.

珍惜。 。 。

每一分每一秒。
眼前人。
现在所拥有的。

所以我还在珍惜现在无忧无虑的日子，变懒书虫 ：D
但是就太多时间想你了。。。

unpacking my shipped luggage. . .

is like opening my Christmas present! I can't remember what I packed in the bag 3 months ago (mostly winter clothing and items of not really big sentimental value because I damn scared the luggage get lost at sea or something; yet there are still a few items of sentimental value which are too large to pack in my hand carry, but I very short memory, so cannot remember what) hence, seeing my old stuff which has painstakingly endured 2 years overseas with me and stuff which I never expected to see again evokes some good feelings!! =)

Maybe I should take pictures of all those items so they'd be immortalized forever in pictures then I can remember better. :)

Sigh..

sometimes i really dunno..why..

why am i so weak? so easily..hurt.

stubborn yet ultimately lose anyway.

you win without even trying.

i try but only succeed in failing.

Highlights of the week

Met up with Gaik Cheng again, at Midvalley, with Amy and May Hwa. May Hwa left before I took these pictures so I don't have a pic with her =( Amy I know you love me so much you decided to wear a shirt with my name on =D Hehe.

My new Starbucks replacement! I really love this mocha frappe from McCafe :D But then again, frappe isn't my favourite drink anymore, I much prefer bubble milk tea! And there are so many milk tea shops around here now. I like to chew chew the pearls, ngiam ngiam.

Xin Wei's early birthday celebration! I learnt a lot of things that night, namely, I don't like dogs who jump up on me and lick lick (naughty Hiro!) but I like when Abi's puppy Sherlock snuggled into my "ahem" because it's so cutee!! Sniff sniff better than lick lick. And I cannot sleep in an air-conditioned room the whole night despite drinking so much. . I just can't. Too cold. Or maybe I just didn't drink enough to be knocked out cold. Whatevs. Cold temperature isn't my thing. . .

Anyway I have so much more that I want to write, in fact, there are two drafts I haven't posted but I feel that a light-hearted post is sufficient for now. Ugh, I'm aching all over now, is it because I did this?

P.S: Obviously just posing. Nobody in their right minds would wear a jean skirt to do pole dancing, including me.
P.P.S: Sigh. . . I just miss

don't forget me =)

Yesterday evening was a happy one because I spent it with 2 of my most favourite people from DJ. Check out the wording on their shirts!

dearest Xin Wei and beloved Michelle :)

I can't believe we have actually known each other for 9 years already! And we're still as nonsensical as ever. . . But somehow we never seem to actually spend most of that 9 years being together in the same state, I just noticed. . . I spent 3 years in Johor, 2 years in UK, and now Michelle's going to be in UK for at least 5 years. . .Why is UK taking all my favourite people away from me? =( At least Xin Wei still here

Thanks for your sound advice all the time, I will miss you so so much.

P.S: Don't forget me okay!! I will go London to kacau you for sure :D