it's very easy to forgive, but harder to forget.
nevertheless, i'm never one to hold grudges for long. i may get angry, like really angry and upset, in a short space of time, but it never lasts long, thankfully. hating people just takes up too much of unnecessary effort and energy from my part.
nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes at one point or another, sometimes not on purpose. hence, if i ever offended anyone here, i apologise, because i really don't mean it.
actually, although i liked this sentence on fb "i don't care if you hate me, i don't live to fucking please you", that only applies to virtual strangers, people i can't be bothered to care about. but not to my friends. my friends are very important to me, they're what makes life bearable when times are dark (when stressful assignments and exam periods arrive), so i really hope that none of my friends hate/dislike/distrust/misunderstand me...because pissing off a friend is the last thing i would want to do as it would affect me for days and days, just obsessing about how i've angered that person...i don't know, it's just me i suppose. i care too much about what people think about me, especially people i care about.
however, there have been many times i'm unsure about how i handle my friendships, and who to trust, anymore. oh well, part of life i suppose. nothing i can do but just trust my judgement and my heart, and of course my family. mommy is always right, somehow, even though i don't like it sometimes -.- so how to know if a certain friend is good for me or not? ask mommy =) she knows best, because she's seen and known more people than i have, haha.
anyway, smile even when you feel like falling! my motto, always =D
P.S: i still want my ice-cream, chocolates, cakes and doughnuts, even when i seem okay. :) *hint hint*
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